him & i.

He picks me up when i need someone, anyone. Is there even when i'm at my worst. I can never ever think of not having him in my life. I feel the day he leaves me will be the day half of me is gone. That empty spot would never be full-filled. I love him & have noticed a lot today about him after talking to his mother. He helps out anyone. It's the best feeling when people compare me to him. I know i will never be as great as him..but i know i have a part of him that influences me in many things.

Jose Julio Armenteros is my father & the best person to ever walk this earth.

A place where planes don't go.

 These pass couple days have been, hands down, amazing.  Some things i thought would leave me wanting more & feeling deprived 'n down. But it all has opened up my eyes to a whole new outlook on certain situations. 

On top 'n looking down at the people that have paused themselves in life due to them not adapting. 

'cause i can & i will.

I have forgotten those moments where a certain song would just take all my thoughts and words out of my body and sum it all up in the melody. Sadly, this hasn't happened to me in a while. It has been an intense life changing 8 months. Leaving the nest of my parents for a false love. Then leaving that false love to my own place. Now, the plan is landing to the nest again. Out of the 8 months, this feels like the first real adult move i have ever set myself on doing. No bills nor "Adult things" can ever make this feeling seem bad. 

I tend to get lost in my mind a lot more then normal. I feel like i'm worth a lot more then what i give myself credit for. I go into a shell at times. Hiding from what i want to say & the thoughts that plague my mind or the actions that take over my body language. Damn you. I sometimes wish that someone would look into my eyes & just know what just played in my mind & tell me the solution. I sometimes see the color of myself get splish splashed all over the town i walk on. All 'cause of me. Knowing to stop, I do at times. But with full force these thoughts & wants come at me. Having all these goals & knowing what i'm capable of seem to make me a lot more impatient then what i really am. 

I just need to stroll my mind & town, letting myself paint the town with my glow.. SHOOOOOT.